To Anyone Who Cares

To Anyone Who Cares,
Is there anyone out there?
I don't really know
But I really don't care anymore!

I am feeling blue
Whatever will I do?
I'm not really sure
And I really don't care anymore!

I am helpless
There's nothing I can do
It is hopeless
What about you?

Have you felt sad?
Did it feel really bad?
I know that it does,
Cause it really, really hurts!

It's kind of funny,
That we can feel this yucky
Isn't it weird?
But it really, really hurts!

I am so sad,
To the depths of despair
It is so bad
That I just might dare

Put a bullet throught my head,
Then I would be dead!
And that would be good,
Cause it really, really hurts!

Would it be a shame,
To place all the blame,
All upon myself?
But I really don't care anymore!

So much pain
That I am feeling now
What's the gain
If I don't do it now?

I don't really know
Why I didn't go
Through with it
Something held me back!

What can it be?
Something I can't see?
What was it?
That held me back?

I still live,
There must be something for
Me to give
Like saying that there's more

To this little life
And all it's strife
It makes me search
Cause there must be more!

This life can't be it
With it's miss or hit
I keep on searching
Cause there must be more!

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